January 2012
I have no idea why I’m still awake. I literally have just been lurking tumblr for the past 2 hours. Not really doing anything, just looking around and not because it was interesting but just because I am so tired that I’m too lazy to get up and do something else. I think I’ll watch the new Parks & Recreation and Big Bang Theory and pass out whilst eating mint chocolate chip...
it’s funny how things change in the course of a year.
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I’ve been past this for awhile now. I’ve been ready for awhile now. I’ve been tired for awhile now. But I’m finally at a point where I know what I want. in life, in friends, in music, in love and I probably will get my shit wrecked a few times down the road, I will probably feel defeated and alone again soon but I’m getting sick of feeling sorry for myself. Of letting...
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I’m making music with my dude Alex and Curtis this weekend. I’m getting pretty stoked out of my mind for it. I have had one song done for nearly 2 months now and I just want to hear it with two guitars and some drums now. I want to write crazy amounts of music. I want to play shows again, I miss that.
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I either need to just stop or get the courage to talk to people I find interesting. Sick of wondering and being scared. what happened to my confidence?
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Found a place to live in May with a bunch of friends. stoked. Now I just need to figure out how I get $315 in less than a week… also, yesterday made me realize how much I miss hanging with Kiersten. Specifically last night when we went to the pedestrian bridge and took pictures. It was nothing special, but it was really cool to see something new and do nothing at the same time. I miss taking...
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last night I realized I love watching my best friend make art. Art to me has really never made sense, some art appeals to me, but I’ve never really tried getting into it or caring too much. I support my friends who do it and what not, but last night was the first time I’ve really ever watched someone making something out of nothing. It was really interesting watching her spill multiple...
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I saw you in a new way tonight. Ive seen you before, but tonight was different for some reason. I have no chance, tonight i realized how hopeless i am.
I am bursting.
I know i can make someone feel beautiful and loved. I just want someone to see me.
fucking hypocrites.
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I’ll just shut up now, because from the lack of communication I can tell I’ve meant nothing. from the lack of attention I can tell you never really cared and it may be an exaggeration, brought on by my frustration but I’m so sick of this.
Anonymous asked: I see you. :)
Keep me company while i work.
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Trip to Des Monies tomorrow. Love random road trips.
Ben Hagarty: Expire Tour Documentary - Part Two →
benhagarty:
As some of you may know, I was with Expire this past summer filming a documentary about their headlining tour with Minus, Twitching Tongues, and Soul Search. I was able to release Part One of the documentary in October and haven’t had a chance to edit new material since. I do apologize…
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I spoke up. I had to. I have nothing to do with that life anymore, I don’t care to either. But I know you deserve to know. Yes, it is over. Yes, we don’t speak. But that doesn’t mean I can’t still care about you as a human being. and if I’m out of line for caring, then I’m fucked. I guess everyone will just have to hate me.
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Woke up to a phone call, worst thoughts ran through my brain. I lied for you, but they know somethings up. debating on telling you. I’m terrified of so many things that I shouldn’t be. Will you accuse me? Will I blame myself for not speaking up? … fuck.
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Chili, shirely temples and favorite tv shows…great night. Forever alone.
mostannoyingsoundintheworld:
chrisxmouth replied to your post: I need to buy a duck call before Rainfest.
my grandpa makes them!
GET ME ONE!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RoRmQ8HFqNg
starting at 4:09
so many movies have come into my possessions this week, over 50. I need someone to watch them all with.
FOUND THE OFFICIAL WHITE HOUSE PETITION TO STOP... →
toxicbreedsfunhouse:
Take a second to sign and reblog this. There is no reason for this to pass.
Ive been in bed watching x files for the last 20 hours. No life, no care.
chrisxmouth:
yo the mtv made that my boy d00i is on premieres tonight!
also the main girl is from st.louis and you get to see footage of a st.louis metalcore show.
episode is going to be so awkward.
Still awake. Xfiles is too good.
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Xfiles is gunna give me some weird dreams. Episodes about drilling teeth and dark water.