I’ve been past this for awhile now.
I’ve been ready for awhile now.
I’ve been tired for awhile now.
But I’m finally at a point where I know what I want.
in life, in friends, in music, in love and I probably will get my shit wrecked a few times down the road, I will probably feel defeated and alone again soon but I’m getting sick of feeling sorry for myself.
Of letting my loneliness destroy everything around me.
Sure, I want to show a girl romance and be a good boyfriend.
Sure, I’d like to find someone I can be close to again, someone I can wake up to and fall asleep with.
But there is no point in letting it get me down that I have no one.
It’s past 2 A.M., I have no filter.
I find you cute and wish I knew how to spark a conversation that leads to us getting to know each other a bit better. For now, I’ll just enjoy what I have.
