I’ve lost it all
running towards an ending I had in my sights
but my minds playing tricks on me again.
I should speak up, send my voice out into the night
and hope you finally hear me.
because it’s been too long since I’ve seen you last.
and it’s been so long since I felt that last.
I never thought it would be like this,
I never thought I’d let myself get like this.
but here I am, alone in my room again,
hiding behind words.